I have to write ✍🏻 something different than a recipe for this one.
I think I'm waking up. My ego is melting and I'm reflecting on the summation of how my life went.
I was unhappy and lonely for most of it. Always lucky to have someone, but someone was never enough.
Recently I've become aware that I can't win the ego's game. Sometimes people will judge me, and I can't change that. I have to quit being so attached to an outcome where I am liked.
I have to stop acting like someone likeable all the time. It doesn't work and it's not worth it.
I've been suffering for years. Making progress, but still asleep. I see beyond my ego now. I see beyond the animation of this body.
I'm not in a body, a body is in me. I'm not a person more than I am anything else I can see.
I'm ready to let go of the story of me. I'm ready to see what lives when my character is gone. I'm sad, but willing to be sad.
I want to wake up.
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